Lyrics

She calls me on over
And I know I shouldn't dare
I'm making things worse but
I'm too tired to care

Maybe if I loved myself
Then I could control myself

Why do I need
Something to stimulate
Just to communicate
When I don't like it here
I want to disappear

She promises
I will never ever be alone
I'm weak, I believe it like
I'm never gonna learn

Maybe if I loved myself
Then I could control myself

Why do I need
Something to stimulate
Just to communicate
When I don't like it here
I want to disappear
Yeah yeah yeah

Don't say I never said anything
This is me opening up to you
I'm in a foreign place struggling
Been here awhile

Why do I need
Something to stimulate
Just to communicate
When I don't like it here
I want to disappear
Why do I need
Something to stimulate
Just to communicate
When I don't like it here
I want to disappear